Dear Marcus.

beastDear Marcus,

I miss you, my friend. More than words can describe, I miss you…

I think about you everyday, at some point, or another, usually when I’m swimming or smoking – which is quite often. I think of Felicia even more than I think about you, somehow…I hurt for her. I wish I could have been there for her when you died so suddenly and tragically – seven days before Christmas. I wish I could have changed the way things went down with you, in any way. I wish you were still here. I don’t think things will ever be the same without you, no matter how much time passes.

Marcus, I remember what you said to me a few days before you died:

“You’re gonna be just fine, Spitfire…I can feel it in my bones…”

It haunts me day and night, Marcus, your words…I miss you terribly.

15 thoughts on “Dear Marcus.

  1. Amy says:

    Hugs to you.

  2. A person never dies when someone remembers.

  3. Our loved ones live forever in our hearts, never to be forgotten.

  4. Sending you love right back. It hurts a lot of people. 🙁

  5. JMC813 says:

    I miss him too Lamb. I also think of him daily. I am ever grateful for his continued presence in my life and the gifts he bestowed upon me when he was here. We all must keep howling for him. He will always be howling back.

  6. I miss him so much too. Every day I feel this hole in my heart. Sending hugs. Xx