Scared.

I guess it’s good that I can’t recall the nightmares I have after I awaken from them; they are bad enough to often already have me in tears upon waking for the first time for the day – and I don’t mean like a few little snuffles either – I mean like full-blown

“I’m upset as hell and can’t stop crying and don’t even know why”.

I’m a fucking trainwreck
I’m a fucking headcase
I wake up in the morning and I’m sobbing and scared and the worst part about it is that I can’t even put my finger on WHAT I’m so afraid of or WHO. I just FEEL SCARED.

15 thoughts on “Scared.

  1. Your posts are so refreshing. I seem to feel similar to what you sometimes write about. I could never put into words the feelings quite as magically as you do. It’s so nice to know I’m not alone in my scared messed up world. Hope you dream better tonight x

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  2. Lucky you…I remember my nightmares very much clearly and it drives me nuts. ^^;

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  3. May says:

    Wishing you more peaceful dreams and safety from any harm xxx

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  4. neighsayer says:

    Jesus, AI. You need a panic room, a bunker . . .

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  5. Jarrod C says:

    Thoughts are with you during this difficult time. Wishing you peace and comfort! 🙂

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  6. I hate dreams. Good and bad. Can’t have the good and the bad feels real. Best part of waking up from a dream…chill to a smoke and strong black coffee

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  7. mattearl1964 says:

    Never will you be alone x
    Stay strong

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  8. No you’re not. Lots goes on in our heads and it’s mad and frustrating but I can assure you that you aren’t alone 🙂

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