Open-Ended Places.

I dreamed again last night
of your younger life
of visions I saw
when things were alright
when the future ahead
was laid out, bathed in light
and the time hadn’t yet come
to hold my own defeat tight
I dreamed of open ended places
where anything stood possible
in its own living right
I dreamed again of nothing
but bathing you in sunlight
and opening the doors
that you’ve kept closed in life
I dreamed again of motherhood
in a victorious bond held high
I dreamed of never knowing you
as you’ve come to slice my pride
I dreamed again of rescuing you
from the darkness where you reside
and redressing wounds, unhealed
wiping blood from those beautiful eyes
I dreamed again of your newborn face
and all the promise inside if your smile
I awoke on fire and screaming aloud
a visit from my long-lost child.

24 thoughts on “Open-Ended Places.

  1. utahan15 says:

    why arent you too following i?

  2. Well, I’m back and even after the Priest read my Confession, he still wanted to see me. I’m pretty sure he knows I’m mute, but still I went. He wanted to know just how many candles I’ll need for the next year, he said he was preparing a new budget. I told him not to worry, I’d cover the candles I light. After all, I figured out that what I save on Jack Daniels that I used to buy for the Irish priest but don’t need for my Mexican who doesn’t drink, I’ll have plenty to cover the candles I light for my Clan, my Friends and definitely myself. Wishing you the bestus and brightest New Year, my dear Friend. Less stresses and more winepresses for us all would be great………………. Big hugs and kisses. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 👀 ♥ * ͜ * ♥ 👀 ᕙ(💓▿💓)ᕗ It’s only 3 weeks since I started chewing real food again, and finally I can resume my PB & celery pieces, well as long as I only chew the small ends…. Life is good and I feel much better. I prefer the snacks to shots any day <3 (๑̀ ͜ʖ๑́) <3

  3. Phew, that was painful to read. So wounded, such loss. I’m sorry