I remember once when we were only about 5 years old, and minutes away from our debut on stage in our first (and last) dance recital; I was so nervous I couldn’t see straight, but S could’ve cared less about the people or the lights or the crowds of strange little girls to compare ourselves with.I recall so vividly too, as we sat backstage finishing the touches on our stupid little outfits (which were, by the way, exceptionally glitzy and covered in sequins and glitter, complete with a huge feather we each had to pin in our hair), S was fidgety as usual and muttering to herself.
“What? I can’t hear you…” I shouted to her ear as I pulled the hairbrush through her dark, wild hair before attempting for the final time to get the obnoxiously huge feather pinned in.
“I just still don’t know how good of an idea this whole “dance recital” thing is, you know?”
S had both hands up to make the bunny ears around the words dance and recital. The feather floated from my hands once again and glided in rocking motion to the dusty floor. We both sighed; I looked her over and saw that she was messing with her tap shoes, struggling to get them and tie the puffy ribbon laces.
“I know you hate this…but we’re almost up, S…get your shoes on!” I leaned down to help her with shoes as I hollered, “We’ve been over this – I know I owe you big time for coming to dance class with me…”
“-…and especially for making me dress like this!…my feet are killing me and we haven’t even been on stage yet!”
S’ helium voice rose to a staccato above the music and clapping of the audience. She pulled and heaved at her little feet in vain to finish getting her shoes on as I searched desperately for my left shoe. It only took me a second to see that S had it and was trying like Hell to make it fit on her right foot.
“Well, no wonder your feet hurt, that’s my shoe…”
Needless to include, our debut was hideous and we dropped out of dance class immediately following the police inquiry.
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We go WAY back.
(Ps.. I used to tap dance. I got honors and shit when I was a kid. Like.. before puberty ran me over and robbed me of any streamlined grace) 😛
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And, you never lost a nano particulate of your grace, either…
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Oh… you wait. I trip over things that dont exist. I am surprised I even have nipples anymore with how often I get hooked on things I walk past… and dont even get me started on how I have yet to become spatially aware of my own ass. (Did I spell that right? Space..ially..)
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You nailed the spelling…but none of spatial unawareness equals a lack of grace; which, you cannot deny being infused with, though perhaps it manifests unnaturally or something…
I ♡ you, most. Xx
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xxx, the most.
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