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Originally posted on Mocking Bird Down:
The trappings we drag, for the overnight stay in the damp, dark, cold to the touch; parts of the hell that we personally designed just for moments like these; when the world feels too small for how much we don’t feel.
God love you for seeing your Mum through all of this. It aint easy. I had a dose of it myself this autumn gone. I don’t know if we’re out of the woods yet really. Seeing Mum there laid out alone after the operation, was very hard. You feel so damn powerless. You want the best for them but you can’t give them the best and have to settle for whatever the hospital can do. Putting your trust in a bunch of strangers. It’s a vulnerable place to be.
But you know what, all you can do is be there and hold their hand. The rest is truly beyond us – it’s the stuff of the cosmos. It’s not of our making and it’s not our fault. All we can do is help and be there best we can, roll with the punches.
It’s a great photo.
I wish your Mum all the very best of British and I wish you the courage to keep up the good work.
Thank you, bud…I think you pretty much nailed it with everything you described. I send you and your mama my strongest healing energies. Thank you for being so real. (And in many other circumstances, being so incredibly funny too 😂. Its the best medicine to laugh, and you are one of my favorite doctors in that way) ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Oh thank you. I’m glad I gave you a laugh(well not this post obviously!) – you’re right, if I’m really down a good laugh is like a breath of fresh air.
I send you and your mum love and positivity too. There’s better be a damn nice surprise at the end of this shit is all I can say. Otherwise God’s getting a poke in the eye and a kick in the nuts.
…From both of us…
I wish her all the best and waves of healing goodness sent her way. And you too, because it’s hard on you as well. Both of you, hugs.
Thank you, Kind Sir. Thank you, truly.
🙂
Like momma, like daughter 😎
PMA in soades to you both. Thinking of you, and good to see the piar of you smiling in the photo.
<3 She is baddass!! Just like her girl!
Nice to smiles … Love to you both xo