
Originally posted on Americana Injustica:
You wanted it… you just had to get, you begged for it: a piece of me… and then, that was it – I did accept, the invitation sent, maybe ungraciously… I showed up one day, remember? when the skies were grey, guess you hadn’t been, expecting me… but there I…

Originally posted on Americana Injustica:
Would you be, any fonder of me, if I suddenly chose, to start listening? Would you decide, to more deeply confide, the darkness behind, your odd eccentricities? Shall I unbind, this heart of mine, lay it down on your table, where the other parts lie? I suppose you’d prefer, if…

Originally posted on Americana Injustica:
Now I lay me down to sleep again, in the grips of a dread that I slumber within, the same unforgiving and cramped position, wound up mentally and the ratcheting begins, the memories and tragedies flood fatally in, my body won’t sink and my mind only swims, things I regret…

Originally posted on Americana Injustica:
Shitty tattoos,Absent front tooth,Alcohol infused,Jaw flapping,Knuckles rapping,Air leaking through,Big brown eyes,Telling nonstop lies,You’re fucking high,Unclean,Unforeseen,Not enough miles between,That stinky lifestyle,The steaming shitpile,Rusted turnstiles,Nothing worthwhile,I lost too,Much to you,It’s all bled through,The truth,Fire country,Attention hungry,Back full of monkeys,There’s no saving you,You’re too far beyond,Slithering, And talking long,There’s no fixing you,You built…

Originally posted on Mocking Bird Down:
The trappings we drag, for the overnight stay in the damp, dark, cold to the touch; parts of the hell that we personally designed just for moments like these; when the world feels too small for how much we don’t feel.
I’ve done #5 LOL , and to avoid #10 we’re doing the natural solution … no embalming, biodegradable casket, clothing etc. Well thats my plan … have told the fams if they do something different I’ll haunt the shit outta them! LOL
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Exactly. Where I work, only the Jews do it right.
No embalming with the double tall bottomless creche that the basic wooden coffin is lowered into. Great thinking ahead, girl. 😊
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I didn’t know that … geniuses … btw I’m part Jewish (seriously) LOL. And yes, thats me, always planning ahead 😉
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Are you really? That explains your depth and at least part of your strength!
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Really?? I don’t know alot about the Jewish people, other than the Holocaust and my activism research. It’s an area I haven’t explored for me personally yet. But yeah, my maternal Nan was part Jewish and English. And my maternal Grandfather was Indigenous/French-Canadian.
They’re a ‘deep’ people then?? Strong – for sure!
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The deepest of deep. If you think about it, they have been the world’s kicking post for all time…but this fact hasn’t evolved them into a hateful or cruel people, quite the opposite, somehow. The Jewish people (as both a culture and as a religious sect) have earned my unwavering respect and admiration.
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Wow … and Yes, I suppose so … and you have sparked my intrigue. I’ll do some more research. My Nan was an extremely deep person … she was also very insightful / respectful with the dead and dying. We always wondered how and why … this is quite possibly the answer.
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Hi ya. I didn’t know most of that.
You’ve been I my thoughts ☺
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Hugs, Si. Xx
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Hugs back at you. I guess its been hard xx
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