Couples and Dogs.

Tell me, Gods –
why it might be…
tell me what,
overcomes me…
in the moment,
of times like these…
when I feel like,
just up-chucking…
at your stars,
on my knees…
especially,
when I see…
couples and dogs,
strolling happily…
it gets me,
to thinking…
of very dark,
long-gone things…
like I start to,
wondering…
kinda hating,
unconsciously…
questions that I,
unfortunately…
am not debating,
from my own history…
where are my dogs?
and where’s my intimacy?